I'm pretty certain I can't be the only one who suffers from that. You see, when I'm at the office I'm still in "task mode" and my afternoon run would be just another task I needed to cross off my list before I got to go home. And it totes worked.
I fully support playing mind games with myself.
So when I laced up my shoes and strolled out to the path, I felt strong and excited to pound out some miles after sitting behind my desk all day. However, I didn't have a very clear idea of where I was going to go. I had a vague idea of my whereabouts and my plan was to run about 6 miles, but I thought I'd be fine if I brought my iPhone and checked out my surroundings if I needed to.
When I hit the pavement, the sky was a little overcast and there was a slight, misty rain in the air, but it was nothing to freak out about. It was actually quite perfect for a running adventure in rural Wisconsin!
But then about 2 miles in, the sky turned into this:
Uh oh.
So I had to make a decision - hightail it back the way I came and only fit in four miles, or finish the loop which was - what I thought - about 6 miles?
Even though the sky looked like it would be prudent for me to climb in the ark with Noah, my stomach and my legs were feeling good so I decided to keep on truckin' on my loop.
It's amazing the lengths you'll go to take advantage of a good stomach day with Crohn's.
I ended up going a little more than eight miles in the pouring rain.
Granted - it might not sound like a lot, but this is my running renaissance. I haven't run eight miles since April, and the last time I ran more than that I went into a downward spiral of Runner's Colitis.
But yesterday, I just ran. It wasn't a training run, it wasn't a race. It didn't mean anything. The goal was simple: get back to where I started without being hit by a truck. Unfortunately, rain and iPhones don't mix very well so I had to tap into my keen sense of direction to get me back to my office building. I've never contemplated running through acres of corn fields more than I did yesterday.
I ultimately decided against it, but I did my fair share of traffic dodging trying to navigate my way back. My eyes desperately wanted windshield wipers.
The thing about this seemingly terrible set of circumstances - lost in the rain in rural Wisconsin - is that I felt like the runner version of this the whole time:
I had also never been that happy to see my office building in the skyline once I came around that final bend.
I trudged into the building, fluorescent yellow shirt soaked through, shoes and socks completely water-logged, desperately wishing that the rain hadn't fried my phone. I sloshed into the bathroom and decided to document the scene for you all, since hooray! Phone still works.
Sometimes I do sweat this much, but this is all rain. Okay there's obviously some sweat mixed in, but definitely mostly rain.
So happy! And awkward.
And since we're in a state of full disclosure here, I'll share my muddy legs with you too.
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Mmmmmm. |
The bottom line is that I'm downright thankful for yesterday's run. Sometimes I feel like every second of every day is planned, and that I find myself...stuck. But something about the combination of rain and farms and running and feeling good totally recharged my batteries.
So every once and a while, go for a run and just keep running. No plan, no expectations, no meaning. It could be the thing that reminds you to enjoy life, not just live it.
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